Kathy and Hannah,

I laid down today for my hour of meditation and mindfulness. For the first time in months I cried. I begged God for a miracle! You see, I ripped my right foot off of my leg nine years ago. I also crushed the other foot. So today as I sit here, I grabbed the phone to call my ortho surgeon. But, instead I came here for a minute to ponder some things. I wanted to ask him to take off my foot. I just can't take the bad days any longer. I am dealing with alot of post traumatic pain as well as the causalgia, so my distorted thinking today, was to take it off. It has already spread, but if I could just eliminate some of the posttraumatic pain, maybe I could deal with it for a while longer.

God Bless you both, I will take today as a sign and a miracle that you have both found in your hearts to share. I will take the time, to think this through on a more clear day. Thank you God for using these precious people to spread your message. Today, I will just pray, for all of you for pain relief, a miracle, a cure and for friendship.

God Bless, Jeanie