Sorry, Soccer, but I don't think anyone here is going to give you advice on how to ignore your TBI and continue participating in activity that is currently very dangerous for you. Personally, I'd feel like I was driving an alcoholic to a bar or giving a loaded gun to a seriously depressed person.

I know from bitter experience that a TBI isn't something that can be toughed out or ignored. Seeking the medical attention you need isn't weak; it's smart and courageous. Besides, most of us come to discover that we weren't hiding our injury half as well as we thought they were.

Take Care