I concur with the others. By continuing to play, your are putting your entire future at risk. It's not worth it.

My daughter desperately wants to get back to riding her horse. I have to be the bad guy and tell her "no". Her long term health is far more important than all the training/horse shows she is missing out on. She may not get it now, but it's my job as a parent to make that decision.

Please as honest with your parents and let them know what is going on, so they can help you make some of these decisions.