Hi

Thanks for not judging me for venting. The past several years have been so hard! My beautiful 38 year old stepdaughter took her life Christmas 2003, I had two failed back surgeries in 2005, I developed chronice pain (RSD), now my mom and husband are ailing and of course I am bipolar. AAAGH! Sometimes it seems to much to bear and I just want to join my sweet stepdaughter in oblivion. I'm also a recovering alcoholic with 22 years of sobriety.

I'm really hoping there is nothing serious wrong with my husband that caused his osteoporosis that caused his hip to breake when he fell. Possible causes are taking Nexium for heartburn, cancer, gluten intolerance. We probably won't fimd out the results of his tests until late next week. His doc only works Tuesday, Thursday and Friday.