i don't feel guilty that often. tonite i was thinking what did i do that was that bad to suffer so much throughout my life. i have had that recurring thought. here i should be relieved that i finally have some kind of relationship with my sister for the first time really in my life.
the idea of forgiving God sounds like so much hubris.....it really rubs me the wrong way and gets me furious at the guy who wrote that. shouldn't we be the ones asking God for forgiveness for not getting it
bobby