I got a long email from my former neighbor today...she is coming up on the 2nd anniversary of her son's suicide and said, looking back she cannot believe that she has cried every day for two years. I thought of your post putterfit... She said they cannot bare to watch the olympics as her son was so into snowboarding and it was too painful a reminder.

Addy I'm so glad you didn't hesitate to get yourself some immediate help.
We have to reach out..we have to save ourselves at times.