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Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Greensboro, NC
Posts: 114
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Join Date: Sep 2007
Location: Greensboro, NC
Posts: 114
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Thank you
I read the first thread that suggested yesterday and believe me I knew each one of those 10 points intimately. As for the second thread, my thoughts of not wanting to participate with life any more protecting me not sure of that.
There is hardly a night that goes by that I do not pray for my passing. The only thing that has kept me from making an honest 3rd attempt is the fear of failing again.
Very few people know all that I have been through these past few years and the ones that do have plenty of issues of their own. I just am not sure where the energy will come from to continue fight the obstacles that are a part of my daily life. Now I am getting to the point that I do not even make sense to myself.
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Originally Posted by Addy
Oh dear putterfit...  we know its hard.... and I hope you can find solace in knowing you are not alone... and that many of us here understand your pain... no one can EVER feel what you are feeling but we can relate...
I can only imagine the horrific sorrow of losing a son ... I can only imagine the pain he was in... and how difficult it is for anyone to understand.
I sincerely hope you have the resources to reach out and get some immediate help - read this thread... as it has helped me through this week and I have reached out for the help I so desperately need: http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread114801.html
and then read the thread written by Ptr... who is now lost to us through illness but forever remains in our hearts because of his wise and understanding strenth: http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/thread5351.html
My heart aches for your loss. Please know you are not alone!
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Cancer (MS) can take away all my physical abilities. It cannot touch my mind, it cannot touch my heart and it cannot touch my soul. And those three things are going to carry on forever. Jimmy V
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