I'm so sorry. You've been sick for a really long time.

There is a list of ketamine docs that Jim Broatch of the RSDSA provides - I just got the latest one from him a week or so ago. I'd be happy to share it with you. The ketamine docs have ketamine, of course, but they also deal with RSDers all the time - they can help you A LOT with your diagnosis, your meds, PT, and in so many other ways.

If you aren't a candidate for ketamine, have you considered a pain pump?

Sounds like you deserve to try to get rid of your pain. The best of luck to you.

XOXOX Sandy