Sukadog,
Good luck with the trial! I totally get wanting to have relaxed conversations! Please know that the the SCS is not a cure for the pain that we feel but more like a band-aid. It can help reduce the pain so we can try and live a more "normal" life, but we will always need to pay attention to our limitations. If you push yourself too much, you will have setbacks! I've come to realize I may never be able to be as active as I once was but I've learned to accept that and am okay with that. However, I also am not going down without a fight!!!

I just need to find new ways to become active and have fun!!!
Please continue to share your journey as it helps many with their own!