Hi Rach,
Just wanted you to know you are in my thoughts and hopefully you'll get some answers soon. You have dealt with so much!!! I think it is perfectly normal to feel some sort of depression with any disease. It is like grieving for a loss. I know I have days where I just sit down and cry until I'm done. I try not to stay in that frame of mind for too long but it does help to get it out. This disease is such a roller coaster and it can drive you insane!!! I know things are going to get better for you soon!!!
Kendra