I had a very good friend who committed suicide. At first I was so lost, how could a successful dentist with a beautiful and successful wife and two teenage boys want to die. After trying to figure it out, I realized I could not. I had no idea that he was suffering inside so much. I wish I could have done or said something. But, I didn't and couldn't. I get so mad when people call people who want to or did end their life a coward. Suicide is hard to do. It's takes a lot of courage and you must not see any hope what so ever. Now a piece of my heart is missing forever. I miss you my friend. This is dedicated to you MZ.