Hi Siccy,

I feel your pain. I have so been there!! You need to go through all the garbage to get to the good days. I have to look at it that way because then you really do appreciate the good days, Whatever that is for you...we are all in different places despite the same diagnosis. I hope you do feel better soon. I find my cat helps a lot she really makes me get out of bed and makes me play with her and laugh. Animals are the best. People too can help, if they understand....even if they dont. At my worst time when I was ready to end it all, I lay all the burden on my boyfriend and would cry until I couldn't breath anymore. It helped and he helped by just being there and holding me. I hope and pray that you have someone who will be this person for you. Sometime I wish we could reach through and give hugs to each other....gentle ones, but alas I must stick with this..... !

thinking of you and always here to help !
love and hugs,
Victoria