Between the doctors, the paperwork for disability, the fighting with medicaid, the mri, the more calls to the doctors, the uti, the broken back....


And everywhere I turn I seem to be slapped with more bad news. I just feel overwhelmed all of the time lately. The fatigue is kicking me, and of course the pain pills don't help with that. I swear all I want to do is crawl into my nest of pillows and stay there forever and never come out again!

But I have stuff to do and a kid to take care of, and bills to pay, and doctors to call, and insurance battles to fight, and more scheduling, and .... well, you know, LIFE that must go on no matter how much I want to just push the pause button and take a moment for myself.

I am in a rut! I think it is time to call for reinforcements. Might talk all the friends into coming up for the weekend to hang out.