Hi Hockey,

The circumstances are complicated so I wont go into much detail, but I had problems surrounding my irresponsible consumption for some time and eventually brought TBI onto myself. It wasn't just a case of I made a mistake one day and had an accident, the issues were known and I was trying to address them but evidently failed. I can tell you that having such problems and it resulting in this is tough psychologically, so the grass isn't much greener over here even though I've accepted responsibility.

I agree with your sentiment, the important thing is I've learnt from the past, am a better person for it and try as much as possible to look forward, not back.