Thanks. I wish I had a doc who would listen. I have seen so many and I feel I have no one to count on. On Wed I called my psych cause my apt is not till the 15th. So I left a message on her persnall voicemail. I said it was not an emergency but mentally I am really starting to struggle and so if she gets and earlier opening could she call me. Well I thought she would of called but nothing. It is really hard for me to reach out. So then I was going to start with someone new but so draining to keep telling your problems from the start and new docs. This is how I feel about gp's and all my docs. Just at a loss right now on what I should do. Thank you for sharing.