Hi Onna:

I remember how frightening everything was at first. When I look back now, I realize that most of the fear came from feeling absolutely overwhelmed.

I'm guessing that is where you are right now. It will get better. Just give yourself permission to "do it, learn it, accept it - tomorrow". You already know you can only do so much physically in a given day. So, give yourself permission to only deal with so much emotionally in a day.

It won't be long before you look back and realize just how much you really have accomplished.