So I'm back here because it's getting to much to take.

I've litterally become a shut-in and I cant take it anymore. I feel like I'm living in poverty because I don't have money and my parents don't help with anythign anymore.

I wake up, shower, and sit around all day I can't go anywhere cuz I don't have money for gas. I have no where to go because I have no friends. I feel like a complete and utter failure, like a leper that no one wants to see/hang out with.

Mike is around again and I don't even know what to do.

:'( i feel like all i can do is cry.