Hi everyone. well its been over a month since I wrote you to tell you about my husband deserting me. Your support and advice helped so much I will be forever grateful. I have been following much of the advice.
I have retained and attorney, he is helping me.Had to sell my silver- that is a whole story in itself the man gave me a bad check!! it been like a chapter out of a novel. then suddenly my husband or ex started paying and i know why.we are finally going to trial on my case after 7 years of torture from IMe depositions etc. and my husband suddenly go worried about his consortium case.Hello no kidding. so one check has come but i went month 3 to be exact with out a penny. I have my own apartment now over by my family about 45 minutes from where i lived with my husband. Here is another shocker, not only did my husband not help me move, I have never heard from one member of his family. after 12 years of treating them at all times with kindness, respect, giving and love. that was the way I was raised.I have not heard from one of them,, that is as shocking to me as my husband leaving me..I as just furious.
Its hard not to look at this as i lost 12 years of my life. there were some good times. But allot of BS. guess what he has been seeing someone since my accident in 2003. the lack of honor it is so disappointing he stayed and went through all my money then left with his chippy. its just too too much.


Well trying to move on. Pain has been off the charts, severe and different. spasms are taking a front seat debilitating spasms. so so painful. all the other stuff is still there, burning burning fierce and bone pain very bad. but the spasms are full body and are like a tortures. happen the worst in am almost like tied to sleep paralysis, but also occurs during day.
New Infusion Plan
my pain management doctor wants me to Begin Magnesium infusion-once per week for a month or two then twice a month for a few months and so on.
He said he knows they will help me. He just doesn't know how bad the side effect will be. I found a very supportive article on this treatment for advanced rsd if anyone is interested. Have to have a blood test first arrange transportation that is difficult, his office is a 45 min drive from her and someone has to be with you after. you often can not walk for a few days, one of the side effects. I have to do it, my pain meds are not working and he said no one is on as much as me he can not raise them. Is that true
May I ask: I am on Opana 40mg twice a day
Oxycodone 30mg 5x per day for breakthrough
and Lyrica 150 mg twice a day for burning.
this little group used to work beautifully I guess my body has just gotten used to it.
Please advise. Love to all. Its nice to be back. Love dc