Things got really bad yesterday not long after I posted that I was losing it. My friend Bobby called me yesterday afternoon and told me off because he believes something people were saying about me in Hanks that was not true. He would not give me a chance to speak in my defense before he hung up. I went ballistic and drove to Hanks and confronted the people in there and it was not a pretty situation. Of course they did not want to tell the truth and just toyed with me. I went to my hang out Patricks after Hanks and cried like a baby there and was comforted in there by real people. I thought I wanted to die at a point cause I felt so upset but I could not give the people in Hanks the satisfaction of doing that to me. I kept calling Bobby up about a dozen times to yell and scream at him in his voice mail. I was so hurt and mad. I got kicked when I was at my lowest point already.

I had to rescheduel the eye appointment for tomororw cause someone called the cab company and told them they were me and that I didn't need a ride after all. One of the ladies in Hanks had asked me Monday what cab company I used so I'm sure it was one of them that canceled my ride in the cab to the eye doctor. today I called the owner of Hanks and spoke to him about the situation and in our 1st conversation he stuck up for the people at Hanks until I called him back and asked for the other owner of Hanks. It was not long after that that he called me back and told me he talked to the waitress in there and told her to leave her drama outside of the restuarant.

I've firgured out how to increase the font in my browser so being onine is not as bad any longer.