Ok, today is the day! I took xanax last night, and managed to sleep! yeah me! I am rested, but anxious. I am going to take my xanax on the way out the door in a min, and all will be well. They just want me to lay down. thats it! just lay down. How hard can that be? I will pretend I have a child laying ontop of me that needs this exam, and if I dont lay still they wont get good picsof my child. Isnt it funny what we will do for our babies?

So, thanks for the hugs, cheerleads, support, and messages. public and private. You guys rock!

I can do this! I can do this! I can do this!