I have to admit (thanks emily) that was one of the easiest MRIs I have ever had. They didnt make me feel bad for being nervous, or afraid, or like I was holding them up. They simply took me in hand, and knocked me out.

I cant believe I was crying! I never cry! Im not a weepy kinda gal. They seemed well aware of flare behaviors, and gave me great comfort. They saw I was trying to protect my husband from my anxiety (which i couldnt control) and they asked him to leave. Then Emily looked me eye to eye and said "I got this! you go ahead, panic, be upset, cry, have a fit! you deserve it! This is a horrible disease, and it asks alot of you. I promise I am going to keep you comfy and resting. She plopped a nice dose of versed at me and said "better?" I took a deep breath and said "thank you!" and she hit me again. she kept me peppered with good drugs the whole ride.

Best MRI ever! I gotta remember her!

Thanks for all the good thoughts, prayers, and well wishes. its really hard when you cannot control your anxiety. you guys rock!