My appointment is on tuesday but I am so depressed.The only treatment in the 26yrs I have been going there is a pep talk.Ive been in 3 studies and taken just about all I can take.Makes me wonder when did they give up... I am starting to wonder if I should not put any hope into a pep talk.Just a long trip to tell me what I've lost which is hope

I think it's better if I cancel.What would you people do?