Im so upset! My husband says that I should not be on here or any sight. He said all I do is sit around talking to crack heads, and self diagnosing myself. Im told him that I have no one to talk to here, and that I need someone to talk to that understands what Im going through. I need to talk to other people who can sympathise with what I face every day. He gets upset because now besides working he has become Mr. Mom. I know its hard on him to but I need someone and he is not there in the way I need. I feel if I sit here and keep all this bottled up I will go phsyco. I need communication. He says he is paying my phyc doc to talk to me. I like to research on RSD. If I don't take care of my self no one will. It is hard to find a doctor who knows or believes anything about RSD in my area. I want to be upto date on the newest things with it. I dont feel im doing any thing wrong. I dont know what to do. Should I just put the computer down and give up. If tryto go on for my children but if you don't have somone who understands and listens to you how are you to make it. My depression just keeps worsening, but I don't think its from learning more about RSD. I feel its because all I ever do is argue about why I don't feel like going or doing and no one listens to me. If I find something I find interesting I want someone to read. They don't want to!
This is just like my safe place were everyone knows what Im dealing with and no one judges me. Is it fair to have to give it up? Should I stop looking for new info on RSD? What to you think? Do you think hes right or is he over reacting? Thanks for any input and advice! It will be greatly appreciated and considered.