Hi, Im new to this site and your was the first post i read. Im sorry for your loss i understand the pain you are feeling. 4 mnths ago yesterday {nov 6th} my big brother hung himself. The pain is excruciating and time does numb the torment but time wont make the pain disappear. find peace in the focus of the wonderful memories of the love you had with her. and know that she lives in every breath u take she is the wind the air and the energy that is all around you

today
i walk and i wonder how could it be
that tomorrow will come and i will be free
i will wander the street of this confused mind
i will make good decisions and have a clear mind
nothing ever will break me
it may have fractured its true
i just need to look forward and lean on you
my prayers will be said
and i will be strong in my faith
that god has a plan and
and in his arms sean is safe
ill smile and remember all f the movies that play in my mind
and hold you dear every moment in time
to move and heal is not a rejection
not in anyway is a careless reflection
just the road i have to take
not in any way a mistake
so i breath in a sigh of releif
as i let go of some of this heavy grief
for your soul is one that danced in the sun
and your smile and i are forever one
i love you Sean