:~sigh I wish I could ban the elephant forever....however, all I can do is beat him at his own game. Alffe is right, talk, talk, talk.....then do something about it.

Describe him?? Cunning, secretive, and too powerful...I have wrestled with him for a very long time. It pains me greatly to watch others do the same.

At a time like this, I continue to ask myself, "Why am I still here?" Why was I saved from him??

I'm sorry Colleen...only God and your brother know what kind of pain he was in. I hope you can continue to find the support here that you need...