Colleen, Life delt you a few lemons...bottom of the barrel rotten lemons. The sugar added will not make lemon aid! Keep'em fermenting and make something better.

You appear very strong and talanted. As difficult as it is, this is the next chapter of your life and you will make it. It is OK to reach out to your friends and family for support. TRUE friends will understand and support you in this difficult time. I can't imagine all my family 600 miles away, good thing for all these new unlimited wireless plans.

Just because you put on a happy face does not mean everything is ok. Grieving take time! Keep your head above water, one foot in front of the other and each day will be a little better than the last.

persistence
positive attutide
& love

Love one another.
G.A.