Colleen1 , i'm truly sad for your loss...................................
Changing an elephant into something you can laugh at, is a great thought.........[but is the Elephant still in the room]
Im so sorry your brother took his life, and also in the maner he did so..[which has and will cause you a great deal of distress]
Please accept just like me as a reader, we will never know the reason for his decision......therefore we in theory canot question why he chose this final and forever decision. .......
You can as a sister recall his life...and his achievements, and his contribution to the world........
his endinding was part of him...........[harsh ......as it sounds it was possibly a huge part of him.].............god!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! life is cruel.................death even more so..............
in being here your brotrher LIVES .................and your story will hopefully prevent another sorry soul, leaving this earth in an un-planned way.
David