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Originally Posted by Nik-key
All I do is cry....... I felt I was doing better, then came winter, and snow.... and I just fell apart.... I should have come here and talked about what I was feeling, but I just didn't/don't have the emotional energy.
I try very hard to not think about the why's and what if's, but I have very little control over the wreckage.
Dad chose to leave, he didn't love our family enough to stay...
he didn't love me enough to stay.....
such a cold brutal truth.
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That's your pain talking dear Nikki...you feel that he rejected you..you feel that it was intended to be cruel when truth be told I doubt he thought about you at all...because he loved you so..had you come into his mind, he would have stoped his actions.
I think when our loved ones feel hopeless and helpless they just react to that unending pain.
wreckage...what a great way to say it.
