Sally, unfortunately, I can relate to this. Neither of us thought we'd be left behind by ourselves. Even tho both of us have children and other family it's still not the same as having your mate there with you. There's just an unspoken bond there that nothing can ever replace.

I've discovered alot of things about myself since that dreaded day. The most surprising was how strong I really am. I surprised myself. And having survived the trials I have.....it gives me sort of an inner peace that I will be okay through just about anything. Not that I want to test it....or prove it.....Lord, no......but I know (through experience) that I can survive.