Hi all!

Well im still alive, but boy what an ordeal! I still have a headache, and real weak, but the withdrawal pains are subsiding. The RSD pain is back as bad as ever, but my brain hasnt had time to make a lot of new receptors yet. Im not sure how long that takes either.

One real good thing is that I WAS a smoker. WAS

I havent found a doctor yet, although I did go see a primary doc. I wont go see him again though because he fell asleep on me!!! He also was not into any kind of pain meds, or muscle relaxers, not even something to help with withdrawals. Totally a sleepy jerk!!!

At about day 14 I caught the flu, OMG!! It was terrible! Today is the real first day im able to walk around fairly easily. Dont catch the flu during withdrawals LOL.

I made a friend on another forum dealing with withdrawals, and addictions. He is a vascular surgeon on the east coast, and from what I understand one of the top in his field there. He saw my website, and was intrigued by the photo of the blocked femoral artery. He is going to help me out if he can. But being in cali makes it a bit harder to do. Still it is very nice of him, and you never know.

Well it is time to get something to eat, I love that! EATING! My stomach feels like the grand canyon LOL. Food really tastes good too