Abbie,

Never give up! As unpleasent as it may be, face the issues head on. Use all the resources you may have...this forum, trusted friend, counsler.....
When you give up, you let the demons win.

Elephant on your back? you can rely on the mouse (small but mighty) to put that elephant back in it's place. Just remember to feed that mouse!

You CAN do it! {says mighty mouse}

G.A.