Welcome to NeuroTalk! Sorry you're having such troubles after surgery. I really wasn't sure which forum would suit your concern best so here's a link to the
General Health Conditions and Rare Disorders forum....
http://neurotalk.psychcentral.com/forum2.html. Possibly someone there might be able to relate to your question. If not, someone will come along here with a better suggestion!
I hope you feel better soon.