I'm so glad you found us Dreamer! This is one place where we understand exactly what you are going through and here you will find a lot of encouragement and support.
I went through a pretty bad MG relapse about 9 months ago which caused the worst case of depression that I have ever had. I had never been that depressed in all the 16 years of dealing with MG. It felt as it I was in a dark tunnel and kept getting sucked in deeper and deeper. It was a terrible experience, but by the grace of God 9 months later I am doing much better MG wise and the depression is gone. I received a lot of encouragement here and I'm sure that we can do the same for you.
Blessings,
Shari