i wonder if its ok to admit that i've been writing up a post then delete it before i submit it....

i wonder if its ok to admit that i'm still barely afloat...

i wonder if getting out today and taking my daughter and a friend to the mall will improve the way i am feeling about things right now

i wonder if its ok to admit that i'm fighting old urges those of you who know me know what i'm talking about... sigh......

i wonder if i'll actually post this....i wonder if i'll delete it after i do