I started to think there was no where....I started to beleive that the elephant was soooooooooooooooooooooooo big that there was no where f or us to go that no one had the strength to make a place like this .Dear lord i can not imagine why...why? why is it so hard for people? why do people look at us like we have a disease why are we like the hairy mole on the face of humanity...what did we do that we dont deserve to release our pain and call it what it is???? emotional torture??THERE YA GO i ave it a name for me ,WE HAVE BEEN EMOITIONALLY AND MENTALLY ABUSED AND BEATEN DOWN TO LIFELESSNESS MADE TO FACE THE WORST OF ALL DEMONS BY SOMEONE WHO ISNT EVEN HERE TO BE MAD AT SOMEONE WHO ISNT EVEN HERE TO FORGIVE SOMEONE WHO .......ITS AHIT AND RUN??? Sean hit me with the pain and he ran we have been abused in a way that harms for a life time. and yet the world doesnt want to see us? why THE reality of what we go through hits to close to home i guess.....I GUESS