Pkell and Virginia, I appreciate your coments very much. And Steve, not only do I apreciatde what you wrote, but I can empathize with your situation and frame of mind right now. You sound very depressed and rightly so, but there is help in finding the right mixture of psychotherapy and medication (been thefre - done that). I am also glad you realize the love of you by your family and friends (don't forget your worth to us formicians, too)

The degrading mockery of the PWP makes my blood boil, too. It was clearly stupidity on the part of the two guys taking him to be begging... I would love to see what those two guys would say if interviewed after having their dispicable behavior plastered on videos around the world. Their actilon IMHO does nothing to solve a difference of opinion.

Enough of that. I Just wanted you to know you are loved and respected here. And note the time o f gthis post - can't sleep (yawn)

Peg