Thank you both for your kind words. Sometimes I just get overwhelmed with everything that is going on and I find reaching out to others really helpful to keep me from sinking.
Twinkletoes- Thanks for the suggestions. I think a phone call to his neuro is probably a good idea. I will suggest it to him. He isn't a member here. On one hand I think this could be a good place for him to talk and on the other hand I'm feeling a bit nervous about him seeing what I've said. He really is super sensitive in regards to my happiness and I think he has an unfounded concern that I may leave him if things ever got worse. As a counselor in a small town I don't have many people I can turn to in order to vent.

I'm glad this place was suggested to me by SandyC. She helped me through my husbands initial diagnosis.