Originally Posted by abrown176

I know were not suppose to question God, but I'm really really in a bad place. The monster RSD has not only reuined me but it feels like it has taken all my friends away. No one wants to come over and see any body not able to do for thereselves. If it wasn't enough to have fallen last month and end up with a cast, I just twisted my knee on my only good leg. My husband had to go on too work, cause you aint calling out unless your dead. So now its baths for the kids and trying to hide back the tears from them. I want so bad just to know what I ever did to deseve this pain. I just have to try and trust that God will not put more on you than you can handle. I just want to ball up and cry. I feel as though I have nobody. I know he has to work cause he's the only income. I just don't know how to manage the pain anymore. I'm sorry to be so whinny, but it just has been one thing after another. Falling and ripping my tendon in my RSD foot and ripping my battery lose, and now this. All in one month. I can't go to the ER and have my knee checked cause no babysitter. I just need to get them to bed and take a sleeping pill and maybe feel better in the morning. Thanks for anybody reading this. Its nice sometimes just to be able to vent. Thanks!