hey Austin,

You have been given some great replies, but one thing that really i have to question is your benzo use, as you did say you in a few post above you were on a 2 week benzo withdrawal, and they are a serious medicine and depending on your usage the withdrawal could be possibly responsible for a lot of your issues.
Please talk with your doc's about it, and also if you have a problem with over taking med please check into other support groups , they have young peoples recovery groups all over the place.
Just a thought. I wish you the best , Please be careful.

Ouch