I hear your pain and frustration as well as your fear.

I too have had the surgery and am in canada...ontario....so I hope we can help to answer your questions. If you post a thread with your questions you will likely get a better response than just posting here...I will move your post so others will answer and give advice I hope you don't mind me doing this...

take care...here always for help just private message or email me with questions or concerns we are a great bunch of people and we all love to share in each others troubles so welcome again and lets see what we can do to help to get rid of your fear!!!!

Love and hugs,
Victoria....gibbrn