Jane I am so very sorry, and I send you great big HUGSSSSS

10 years ago.. well almost 11 years ago, I was full term, two days after due date and my baby stopped kicking, I went in and she had passed away inside! I had to labor and give birth... we held her a lot as she was full term, 7lb 7 oz...

so anyhow... it hurts a LOT! let the tears fall when you feel them, let your feelings out.. share the story with any who will listen.... I mainly send hugssss

as many I recall would say certain things when we lost our Sabrina, that they meant well but the sayings almost hurt or made me mad... so bear with people... as they may not know what to say or do.. but know they say or do what they do not knowing what to say... did that sound right

anyhow, glad you came in, just typing it and sharing it helps... you will slowly be better, but yes you will miss the sweet baby boy for lifetime...

snuggle up those little ones you have, you and hubby hug and talk and cry together as much as you need to.. letting it out helps trust me...

hugsss and more hugssssssssss and so sorry for your loss, sarah (pm me if you ever need to we can stay in touch)