I got the printout of my appointment with this guy. His offical diagnosis? Malingering and Somatoform. Basically that diagnosis fits ALL people with fibromyalgia and that pesky vulvar vestibulitis (with abnormal nerve growth that I have) that's all in my head.

It's amazing how well trained a dr. he was; he got all that in a 10 min conversation with me

Yep, all in my head. I want to be like this. Guess the little remission I had after the breast reduction, I felt like I needed more attention, I obviously didn't like the fact I could: return to work, have my own money, be able to go camping with my horse and spend 3 days sleeping on the ground and riding 40+ miles, work my horse, teach lessons, hang out with my friends, go dancing, sleep without scary monster dreams. . .yeah, not enough attention. So instead I want to have to plan to leave the house, not drive, forget crap in class so I am getting a D in English, can't ride my horse without assistance, have monster dreams, hand shakes,. . .yeeeaaahhh, that's what I want.

to quote Charlie Brown . . . ARGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love doctors