OH! ME! ME! ME! I know exactly what you are saying.

You MUST come to terms that most RRMS patients have some flairs but spend alot of time between them going "do I really have ms?" The big deal is that if you have a NEW or REcurring sx that lasts for 24 hour straight, then you can count that as a possible flair, and need to call your MD. Most likely its something like a dropped foot, or a sleepy arm that wont wake. as long as it doesnt last for 24 hours, it is probably just the way things are.

Anxiety is a huge issue for me. You must make friends with it,and give yourself a break.Its gonna be, what its gonna be, whether you panic or not.

LOads of folks here with good advice, you picked a good spot.