Somehow, tonight, I find myself haunted by Jay. And how our relationship fell apart. A year after breaking up, he is now engaged. Glad he walked away unhurt and undamaged.

I wish my heart would forget the hurt...it's starting to forget him and my connection with him. But it's not forgetting the hurt. It's starting to forget how he used to exist in my life every single day (it blows my mind actually). But once again, not the hurt.

I'm hurting tonight. I'm hurting. And he's not.