OK 2/3 done. the tummy thing I am told was a coincidence, and not anything to do with the steriods. they gave me yummy drugs that helped. mmmm relax! anyway, uneventful infusion. same nasty taste, same rapid heart rate, same impatient want to get out of here feeling, but it passed, and I am home. only one more to go.

I am not raging, or angry or impatient. as a matter of fact, I feel calmer than before the steroids. so...lets hope this sticks.