I am calming down somewhat........can you hear me screaming still? LOL

Just trying to keep up with all the appointments, my mom's care, the pets, the house, bills, etc.

With the physical pain and mental stress, it's real hard for me. I have my strong moments and my weak moments.

There never will be any real closure to this, I think about that too. I need closure, but I can't speak to him or see him, I just can't do that ever again. He has hurt me for the 3rd time or so. This is such a life changing situation, it just blow's my mind away.

I guess you can call it the EMOTIONAL ROLLER COSTER................

Just venting.....Hugs, Nikko