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Old 04-05-2010, 12:27 AM
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Default In a bad place..

My MG isnt bad right now, its not great, but im getting plex, which is making it feel better i assume. Yet, im feeling quite down about how my body is beginning to look. Im a 17 year old, please hear me out.

I want ot have nice 'abs' and a chest, and be able to lift weights, hell i even want to be able to go to the beach, but my doctor says no. Of course.

My stomach is looking disgusting to me. I know its just out of shape right now, but i want to be back to normal, as you all know how that feels, im sure.

But its annoying to me, that IM on my spring break, and cant hang out with my friends because i have to get my blood cleaned in the morning. Like, how many teenagers have to say that?


Im just having one of the pity days, where i hate my body, because of this lame disease, but it will pass...and not any too soon enough.

I have plex in 6 hours, so hopefully that will go well. Then an app. with my neuro.


I cant sleep, i just want to be normal. Again, as you all feel.

Hope you guys feel well.
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