I feel so blessed to have this opportunity to welcome you to NT. We are all happy that your suicide attempt failed and that you are here making a very important step back into life.
While we wouldn't want you to try again, please don't feel guilty about your attempt. Trust me, your friends and family aren't angry at you; they're thrilled that they didn't lose you.
Now that everyone (including you)knows how badly you've been hurting, please avail yourself of all the help you can find. Medication, professional councillors, support groups, friends, spiritual guidance and even a pet, are just a few of the things that can help you edge away from the darkside.
Cheers