Annie,

Oh, boy, if I rest any more, I'm going to have a cholinergic crisis just from inactivity!! I am lazy by nature, so the first things I gave up were the chores I don't like: cooking, shopping, driving. Now I go out once a week, to our homeschool co-op, which I will give up when I die, and not before. And to my doctor's appointments. Haven't washed a dish in months. My sweet husband and my swell teenagers have taken over everything else.

The specialist I'm going to see is an expert on EMGs! He's the guy who did my SFEMG and pronounced me "borderline." I hope he retests me. I hope he retests my AChR antibodies, too.

And now I feel I must be boring everyone beyond the limits of good taste, with all my troubles. I have many good things in my life, too. When I had to give up my fiddle, a mandolin dropped into my lap (almost literally), so we have our music back. It is spring, and everything is green and yellow. I hope all of you can get some warm sunshine.

Abby