Soooo, what is it about life being 'half over' that is consuming you in a negative way? Is it the fear of dying? do you believe in an afterlife or a higher power? (you don't have to answer these Q's if you are not comfortable).

It took a LONG time for us to get to this point! So, we still have a LONG way to go! Lots to look forward to!
I personally wouldn't want to turn back time and re-live the turmoil of puberty and the teen years and my divorce (from 1st husband) and how hard I had to work to get where I'm at now.....

I'm looking forward to being more mature and experienced in situations that once seemed 'too stressful' to contend with.

I guess I'm just wanting to know what part of the 'half over' thing is weighing the heaviest on you?

I care
Rae